growing baby boy

He is getting so big. 4lb 1oz. I went to the doctor and he is already head down. I could tell on Sunday when i was walking around target. I had tons more pressure and had to go to the bathroom about 5 times in an hour. I feel very good though. I am so thankful that I don't feel like poo.......yet. I know everyone says that last month will kill me. I am even sleeping better too.
I am getting together all the things we might need that I borrowed from last time. I am anxious but really excited about the unknown. I am praying that this delivery is much different than last time. I am also concentrating on having a more grace filled attitude toward myself and the ideals that I have for myself post-baby. I was not realistic at all last time.When i get frustrated with myself those are some of the worst times of my life. I thought I would be back up at 5am and running and nursing a baby and doing it all with one hand tied behind my back. I laugh at that now. So I am looking forward to a little down time and growing our family and getting to know a new little personality.
I had a shower last weekend at my house. it was so great!!!! I need pictures of how awesome the flowers are. They are still making my house look awesome. Still eating the cake too---strawberry with cream cheese icing. :) It was just really nice to be able to talk to everyone and have everyone in my home. I enjoyed it so much.
I will try to keep everyone updated on what doc says on the 17th. It was this next visit where they put me in the hospital to have Arden. I am thinking that will not happen this time but it still makes me a little scared. I did not suspect it at all with her--not that early. but he has been checking much more closely this time and I have been taking the shots weekly to try to keep this boy in. He is already head-down so that is different than his sister who was standing up. I would post a pic but none of the 3d ones have been any good. maybe next time.